I would like to thank every Christian who has ever encouraged, or invested in me over the last forty something years.
Also thanks to the many Sunday school teachers going back to 1966-7
and of course my awesome mum and late dad
who took me there every week, and taught me the Lord's prayer which I was encouraged to say every night before bed.
I will always be grateful to them for my secure and stable
childhood, because I know not everybody has been so lucky.
Also I apologise in advance for my poor and limited grammar skills, I am not an author by any means, in fact I was academically slow at school achieving low grades,
so I am grateful for the spell checker,
and thesaurus on my pc.
I have been writing on to this website since the end of 2013,
it is the accumulation of about twenty years of written and audio notes, as I felt led by the Spirit to record.
The truth and power of the Spiritual oneness of the Body of Christ, was laid on my heart (as I know it was with all of us)
from the very beginning of my walk with Jesus.
My walk with God began under a large canvas canopy at a bible camp in the south of England aged twelve years old,
in the summer of 1975.
Although for so many years I could never find the words to express what it was that the Lord was showing my Spirit,
I always knew that the oneness of the body of Christ,
and my very faith itself in Christ, were for me
(Regardless of the relentless worldly bombardments telling me otherwise)
The Holy Spirit has always shown me from the very beginning, that one day He was going to use me I believe, to share with
His global Church what He was sharing with me.
But the thought of this has always been terrifying to me,
I'd imagine the hostility I would face confronting religion, and the religiosity that God was showing me had infiltrated
His beautiful Church.
So I have spent nearly all my adult life running away,
hiding and trying to ignore and suppress everything the Lord was showing me; resulting in drinking copious and dangerous amounts of alcohol, in an attempt to subdue the pain of living a life that wasn't true to who I knew was living inside of me.
So many mistakes that I am not proud of, so many encounters with darkness, violence, and death, often around those I loved the most, leading to endless despair and hopelessness, years of severe depression and suicidal thoughts.
Often waking up with empty bottles in church graveyards, ditches, doorways and police cells, from the UK to the US and Mexico. Begging God to take this life away, and through it all desperately trying to convince myself, but mainly God
that He had made a big, very big, mistake with me.
The end it seemed just wouldn't come, but was always just a few seconds or inches away, however He always brought me through, usually at the very last moment.
He'd then show me how He'd brought and often carried me through, showing me what He'd taught me about Himself
and His incomprehensible Love for me,
for His Church, and every soul who had ever lived.
So once again, to all those Christian leaders who taught me over the years, that regardless of our own opinion of ourselves,
God can use anyone, even the foolish.
I guess I'm going to find out if you were right,
because alas, I have discovered that there is now
nowhere left for me to run, or hide.
So it is from this place of surrender, that I present to you
to the best of my ability, what was impregnated in my spirit as a child, has occupied most of my thoughts ever since,
and that I whole heartedly believe
(and always have done),
that this is the revelation and free gift of power,
that the Bride has been waiting,
praying and crying out for,
since I can remember.
I also believe that our enemy knows that it will change everything
on the global battlefield forever, and that it will be catastrophic
for his army of darkness in this world.
I ask you to be mindful, and prepared for his onslaught of spiritual attacks as you make your way through this website.
He will without doubt, try to keep you focused
on human logic and understanding.
So when he does, please remind him
that it wouldn't be very logical, at the sound of 'land ahoy'
to look and scrutinize the crows nest, before looking very,
very carefully at the horizon first.
Love in the oneness of Christ
Love in the oneness of Christ